kind of a bad mood today. maybe bcos of pms =/ hahahas!

anyway, ytd was also bad. esp i got scolded by my mum for quarelling with my sis. bet u guys think im childish for quarelling with my youngest sis since im so grown up. but inevitably, theres still conflicts. and its usually bcos she doesnt listen to wat i say. which rly drives me mad! okay,so my mum came back from work and heard us quarelling. and den she gt angry and started scolding. to cut it short, she said this which made me rly angry. and i dno y, i 气到哭. i know u all cant believe i cried. but it was rly frustrating!

mum: can u go study and do ur work? i dont want u to get a low pay job in future and regret that u hvnt been studying when u were young. so much time to quarel, no time to study?!

and at that time while i was quarelling, i was busy ironing clothes. and i was rly angry when she said that!

how could she say that! guess wat was my reply?

你以为我不想去读书啊？ 我每天回来做家务，就是看你煮饭很累了，你还敢跟我讲这种话。(i was damn angry that i scolded her this) 我帮你烫衣服。如果她们两个(referring to my sisters) 回家帮忙做点家务,我就不用做了！帮你们烫衣服还要给你讲。你还敢跟我讲这种话！

and then she walked off. i may seem rly 伟大 to help my mum do these chores. but srsly, i rly dont want her to come back from work so tired and restless and still hv tons of hsework to do. furthermore, im rly pissed that my younger sis has nver taken the initiative to help do the chores. and the youngest one, i only want her to finish her homework. thats her main responsibility. yet she likes to watch tv and slack arnd. which rly makes me pissed.

i may seem as another mum to them, and v naggy. but i rly want them to know wats their main responsibilities in this family. i dont mind doing the chores. but i only seek their understanding. yet they cant even do the simplest things.