my ahma's okay for now. im glad.

i talked to her just now.and i asked her to wait.wait till friday.to hold on.hold on till fri. when my sis will be back from taiwan.at least if she will see all of us before she goes off.

and my ahma cried.though its not mingxian she cried,i can see her tears on the corner of her eyes.my heartached. she told me she cant cook nice things for me anymore.she said she 没有办法了. i was sad when i heard this too. and she told me to tell the maids in the future not to cook all the nice stuff in one day cos the other days we wont have nice food to eat (as in 好料). i changed the topic.not so sad.i asked her if she rmb the time when i was argueing with her over "ai"(want) and "mai"(dont want).and she said it sounded like the frogs that croaked aft rainy days. haha.and we smiled (: that time was rly funny. and she told me it wasnt called 青蛙 but some other name which i cldnt rmb cos i cldnt hear my ahma's voice clearly. and she told me the size of it and stuff...sighsighsigh

i wanted to ask her if she was scared. but i dint. cos i dont want to hurt her feelings.i dont want her to think so much. and somemore, halfway thru the docs closed all the curtains of all the patients. and den the old lady beside my ahma was gone. and my ahma asked whr did the lady go? my aunt told her she went to other bed wards. but in fact, the old lady just passed away. i guess my ahma felt quite relieve to hear that she "changed to other rooms" rather than passing away. cos i think this will scare her to death and think more. she also said she thot the lady died.

at least im still glad she's currently stabilized. as in her face dint look as pale and ill like ytd.

oh and im happy cos my cousin's giving birth soon.like for so many 364876234329 years i hvnt touched a pregnant lady's tummy! :D its hard. but the baby dint kick though. i guess SHE will be a shy young lady.cos she's not active when there's a lot of pple around! hahaha.tts wat my cousin said.

i tink im feeling much btr.thanks myrin for the choc to cheer me up. thanks sheena, mag,carrie, lay, yunli, jackie for cheering me up.

and of cos,my beloved jas :D and okay,zer.maybe u will noe wat happened by the time u read till here.ahhahas.dont feel angry if i dint tell u! ((: