It seems like my plan of leaving upon end of the first year is going to be ruined.

My dear colleague tendered today. And the big boss talked to me after the long chat he had with the colleague. The first thing he asked was "Are you going to resign? Soon?". Of course I said no, how could I tell him "Yes I am going to because I dislike the pay" (haha. I'm imagining all the drama in my mind). I'll have like 20 accounts passed to me.

Talking about being a liability (he said that to me previously), now he have to think of not letting me resign any time soon. Honestly, every one in the team feels injustice on the treatment of our team and the other atas team. And he asked me "Are you scared of me?". I said "No." And then he said he doesnt want me to be scared of him, but instead respect him.. But how can I respect him (I do, afterall it's the right thing to do as an employee) when he doesn't respect us? What he says doesn't reflect what he's thinking/doing.

I'm just afraid I cannot take the stress (I'm not complaining about it even before everything is handed to me), but there's just going to be me left for sales. There's the fishing team guy going to get some of the accounts too, but then again, events all these...zzz...Time to think of getting a car hahahaha

With exboss left and my dearest sales colleague leaving, I don't know what to feel. Perplexed? Sad? Definitely more than feeling happy (that I'll get more accounts). The one who brought me in and the one who guided one are gone/leaving. It's like, I'm left to die alone. Who can I look for when I have a problem with those troublesome clients? :'/

I think I might just be un-ready for this. I'm (only) 8 months old.