原來我也會怕。

Nobody's fearless I guess.

我以爲我可以很瀟灑，我以爲我可以很獨立，但原來我也會怕。雖然有時候覺得“那”並不是很重要，“那”有時候很麻煩，但是看到別人，或得知一直覺得“應該不會這麽快”的人擁有“那”時，心裏還是會有一股...落空、失落的感覺。Because it means I'm still standing alone. “那” 指的是有沒有人要。有時候覺得有了一群死黨就足夠了，但有時又覺得不夠，然後需要一個更特別的人踏進生活圈子裏。

人真是奇怪，矛盾的動物。or maybe it's just me. Sometimes I don't think I need to live with that, but sometimes I think I might need it.

Guess that's why there are many cases of 吃回頭草 examples. 好馬不吃回頭草 probably applies to horses literally, and not to describe humans. Hahahaha.