University life is definitely not easy, as compared to studying in polytechnic, of course. Even though it's not like I've an active social life leaving me little time to study and stuffs like that, I think you would really need a good time management to carefully plan your studying time and assignment deadlines. The amount of information we have to take in to prepare for the past 4 papers was...a horribly tremendous amount. More intensive, and in-depth then what we studied in SP.

The papers hasn't been too friendly to me. Either because I've not studied (& memorised) hard enough or that's just what you get for exams in university.

To think of it, 'University' was such a big word that seemed so far away when I was in primary, secondary and even when in tertiary institution. I knew it would not be an enjoyable place to be with the amount of word that needs to be done and the stress. But I know I had to complete a university programme.

Anyway, Buyer Behaviour paper was quite friendly. Even though there were 16 chapters to be tested on, I'm glad the setter didn't try to kill us with the psychological chapters like learning, motivation and attitudes. haha! and to my astonishment (I haven't used this word since secondary essay writings), this paper was smooth-sailing, at least easier then SP for as far as I can remember. Market Research and Organisational Behaviour was crap. MR was worst for me (and till now im still worrying hahaha) while OB was just...'wth?'. As for the last paper today, Distribution Channels, I'm glad there's a fair share of tough and "give-away" questions.

I seriously hope I can successfully progress to the second semester next January.

Of course, what's freedom without "celebrating" it?! Dinner at Seoul Garden with my dear fruits (of which we took to Taka and realised it was under renovations and we went to Marina Square) and Kbox session was simply...GREAT. Lots of laughter and spamming of mandarin songs plus one malay and canto song. Alright, and 2 korean songs (by yunli of course) at the end. hahaha! I think at the end of the day, all of us would like peach to join us :)

As all of you would have known, Selina has been badly injured, suffering from 3rd degree burns on her back, arms and legs. When I first knew it, I was shocked. But, I thought it might be exaggerated since you know, news are always magnified by reporters nowadays. Yet, what we all always dread about is the truth.

Speaking about S.H.E, they're my first real idols. Because we were singing Westlife songs just now, and I only could sing the few popular ones. I bought their cd but that doesn' mean anything, because I bought Britney Spear's too. I am glad I am not into them and I don't claim them as my first idols (as what the other 3 female fruits said they were for them) because Mandopop suits me more. I grew up in a chinese environment, I listen to chinese songs and I love Mandopop.

I think idolising someone is not just about being into the craze (like the Korean wave now and many kids are plainly for the sake of following the waves, going into Kpop). To me, it's a more..meaningful term. An idol should be someone that has the inner attractiveness that truly captivates the people around and that doesn't act too different from what they are in private lives. Yes, wuzun may be handsome (which attracted me) and has the build I think it's nice, but may not sing or dance well like the rest of the Fahrenheit members and despised or put down by many people. But I'm not just seeing how well they sing or dance, I see how much the boys put in the effort to consistently improving themselves.

Afterall who is perfect? I strongly believe that when you are given a positive characteristic, feature, talent or whatsoever, you will definitely have a tradeoff by something negative. Wuzun has the hardworking and modest character which I truly admire him for, as well as not putting on airs like many other celebrities would do. He is smart, has an MBA and has a gym business. He is helpful and kindhearted because he truly and sincerely helps those in need such as adopting kids from south africa. At least I don't think these are his marketing gimmicks.

When you are truthful or sincere, you will capture hearts, definitely.

This is kind of a long post to greet you all again. But I was just writing free-flow and not pointing anything at anybody, just what comes into my mind as I touch on a topic.