HI ALL! i know ive been on hiatus for almost a month (!!!!!) & here im back before continuing on projects!!!

some updates:

1) just celebrated my mum's birthday with japanese lunch (sashimi!!!! ftw!) and seafood dinner! (as above) got mummy a mango icecream cake from swensen's. didnt know what to get for her so the cake was her gift from us! hahahaha (and my sis hasnt pay me bck yet!!!!!)

2) meetings almost everyday for the past few weeks. but got lesser since last week haha.

3) chionging projects.

i cant remember anymore! hahahaha anyway im just back to say im not dead yet.

but there were lots of thoughts going through my mind for the past few weeks (alright almost everyday :P) thinking about everything. i think ive got nothing to think about thats why the things i think about repeats! like school and future and current stuff happening now (like the amt of proj work!!!)

& just had thoughts about what kind of a person i am & was.

lets start w the bad.

1) im hot-tempered: i get frustrated easily.

2) im hot-headed: im not a tactful person so i dont know if ive said something wrong

3) im annoying (at times) : idk for what kind of situations, but i know im irritating at times! (who isnt!!!!! hahaha)

lets continue w the better.

1) im nice at times: alright it depends on the situation, i can be very nice to you if i think youre a nice person who doesnt get onto my nerves haha like duh if the person gets on your nerves you wouldnt bother about him/her! hahaha & i think i like to spoonfeed people! maybe not 'like' but doesnt mind!

2) when i dislike you, i dont dislike you for your person. i dislike for what youve done. i dont dislike a person immediately (like hello who does?) maybe i shldnt use the word dislike. its more like buay gam on certain matters.

3) AIYA LIST GOES ON LA :P

but i must say im rly a str8-fwd person. idk how to be tactful at the right times. but sometimes i dont mean what i say. and even if i do, i know true friends dont misinterpret the meanings behind it.

maybe thats why i dont have a lot of friends. but who needs lots of friends when a group of true friends is all you need.

i think i have a "i dont care what you think" attitude. you may say im thick-skin which by nature i am and all my dear friends know :) but i think i really cant be bothered how you look at me, how you interpret my words, how you think what a person i am. my friends and family all know that im impatient, i can be sacarstic, im FUNNY (YES right HAHAHAHA), lame, and ultimately is still the word str8forward or dumb (some would say). because i dont get hints about stopping what im talking/complaining that easily because i'll just keep blabbering through.

i hate being misinterpreted. who does?

but if you read into something in the wrong way, i cant change your perception but only to say you're too shallow.

i think im like doing a profile abt the characteristics of myself. hahaha. the above content doesnt represent what i feel strongly now but just the thoughts ive had all these while.

alright back to reality.