WOAH tmr uccd! bombompenpen! :D

i think i cant breathe until ater week18 which is another month to go! SIANZXZXZX. i hate sch! ):
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i have this friend during secondary school and he was my best frens'(at that time) classmate and gd fren. and actually all of us in same cca. and i can say we had great and funny times tgt.

but now, my 2 best frens (dno wat happened) have long forgotten abt me (due to some i-dno-what disputes). and my this friend, is now studying in US and we hvnt met for 2 yrs or so. and i was rly happy to see him online because i rly miss him. not those kind of miss lah. but yeah,as a fren. cos we had so mch fun and laughter. but wat is left now is just hanging-in-the-air kind of frenship.haha. and i was v happy so i clicked his conversation box and initiated the chat.

YET i was stuck. i was stuck at the very first sentence. i forgot his name.

time and distance rly pulled us apart. rly. it's not bcos of my short-term memory. but srsly, i cant imagine i fgt his name!

same thing happened last yr. had this gd fren(A) whom i met while working in NOEL. and tgt with another girl(B) also working there, 3 of us were closer den the others. and one day last yr, we decided to go out. so i smsed them. i found B's name and guess wat. I WAS STUCK. i fgt A's name! i even had to scroll down the whole contact list to rmb her name!

am i such a failure or wat.

i have such lovely frens now. 郑嘉颖, ei8ht, shyan, xiaowen, racheline, yijie and many more(you shld noe who you are). what if one day, my brain erases such lovely and wonderful memories?

that day wldnt come. hopefully.