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woots!finished econs CA2 today!yipee! :D

the mcqs were tough but section B were just fine (: at least no more tests until next fri? not including the ppt presentation this fri! 40%! lol.but we considered fast for IDEA ppt liao! (: not sure y we became so efficient suddenly.lol.maybe bcos we met frequently.last week we met like 3 days out of 5 schooling days!~

on my way to sch today,there was this ahma sitting opposite me.and her daughter was standing beside her.and her daughter was like talking loudly to her mother.and her mother looked so sad la.i feel so sad for the ahma.cos whenver the ahma rebuke,the daughter will ask her to shudup.WL.they were talking in teochew and i dint understand(im a teochew actually.lol), i felt tt the ahma was feeling so s-m-a-l-l. its like,the ahma brought the daughter up so big liao,and she scream at her mother.damn sad can.

my dad also shout at my ahma.maybe to him its only talking loudly,but i really buay tahan when he talk to my grandma.he cannot talk softly n nicely.and everytime my ahma does or talks sth stupid(like being superstitious or wad) he will just talk loudly and say:" bo lah!(no lah) you dont anyhow say[in teochew]" and my ahma will look so..i dno how to describe...paiseh?sad? she'll just keep quiet.

sometimes im really so pissed!~y would he shout at his mum who brought him up for nearly 50 yrs already? and my ahma oso one pattern,y wldnt she just rebuke? i mean my ahma oso lived on this earth longer den my dad and has seen more den wad he has seen,y cant my ahma just rebuke.even if my ahma is sua-gu,he oso cant shout at her wad.

i swear im not gg to treat my mum like tt in future.but maybe my dad.let him taste how he treated his mum.im not being evil,but just like him noe how my ahma felt when my dad shouted at her.and im definitely not gg to let my children shout at me too.they cant win in argueing wif me.HAHA (:

oh yeah,hope maggie gets well soon! (:

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